America by Tony Hoagland

America by Tony Hoagland
Then one of the students with blue hair and a tongue stud

Says that America is for him a maximum-security prison



Whose walls are made of RadioShacks and Burger Kings, and MTV episodes

Where you can’t tell the show from the commercials,



And as I consider how to express how full of shit I think he is,

He says that even when he’s driving to the mall in his Isuzu



Trooper with a gang of his friends, letting rap music pour over them

Like a boiling Jacuzzi full of ballpeen hammers, even then he feels



Buried alive, captured and suffocated in the folds

Of the thick satin quilt of America



And I wonder if this is a legitimate category of pain,

or whether he is just spin doctoring a better grade,



And then I remember that when I stabbed my father in the dream last night,

It was not blood but money



That gushed out of him, bright green hundred-dollar bills

Spilling from his wounds, and—this is the weird part—,



He gasped “Thank god—those Ben Franklins were

Clogging up my heart—



And so I perish happily,

Freed from that which kept me from my liberty”—



Which was when I knew it was a dream, since my dad

Would never speak in rhymed couplets,



And I look at the student with his acne and cell phone and phony ghetto clothes

And I think, “I am asleep in America too,



And I don’t know how to wake myself either,”

And I remember what Marx said near the end of his life:



“I was listening to the cries of the past,

When I should have been listening to the cries of the future.”



But how could he have imagined 100 channels of 24-hour cable

Or what kind of nightmare it might be



When each day you watch rivers of bright merchandise run past you

And you are floating in your pleasure boat upon this river



Even while others are drowning underneath you

And you see their faces twisting in the surface of the waters



And yet it seems to be your own hand

Which turns the volume higher?